rubberponygirl

I will not lie. I have been struggling very hard as of late. Many here know that my family hate me, sent me away to straight camps to "cure" me of my "disease" of being a transgender girl. Over the years I learned to accept that I am still me and that the hate will not change me, but the time there left scars that cannot be seen from others. Years pass and I'm at a job site... then another.. then another. I tried to understand why things never worked out but found out my family would send information to my workplaces that I was transgender. Being from Texas it was impossible to fight back. They took me out of college and hurt me more by telling any close friends I had about my "disease".. My so called close friends of 22 years threatened me, then burned their bridges with me so hard.. that it went nuclear. Their families would call me or leave me voice messages to kill myself or that I am scum and whatnot. It left more scars that just cant be seen by others. More years pass and I

Most of you know by now I don't have a great time getting money etc. From GoFundMe to just asking for help and so on. I'll ask you the reader if I should make a tip jar or a Patreon account to do more things. Both in VR and in SL/RL. The reason I'm saying all this is because in point money.. I am pretty much constantly in a sink hole begging for help.. and it is time I drag my ass out of the quicksand and onto dry land. That said I am going to say something that will shock many here. Are you ready? Are you sure? Are you absolutely sure your ready to hear this information? Ok then but I did warn you. In the last 12 months of my 8 years on deventart we have reached 841.57K views. In the last 12 months.. thats right not all 8 years, and just the last past year. The account says that is up by 42% over last year. This account has been seen over 2 Million times .... you all are very.. horny people... This said, I'll ask again. What would you like me to do? Make a patreon or a tip jar?